I am going into this appt without a clue what I should be doing. Is the silence because I am just suppose to make the decision on my own, that either direction is ok or is it just not time yet. I am hoping that the surgeon will understand my vacillation and unready-ness. I can't be the only one that has such uncertainty...clearly, this journey isn't over yet. The surgeon's appt seems premature but I am going to go trusting that God is in control and that he is revealing what I need to know when I need to know it.
Read Mt 5:6 this morning, the sermon on the mount...according to this verse, I am blessed because I hunger and thirst for righteousness...God promises here that I would be satisfied. I believe him...I believe that I am on track to be satisfied as long as I keep my eyes on him in every situation...in every decision...with every morsel of food...he even blesses me when I make mistakes...when I fall. I am his child regardless. Father...I need your guidance and your wisdom...I need you to continue to free me and continue to show me the clear path to this freedom.
I am eating much less food and I am achieving a higher level of satisfaction everyday despite the loss of the extra food...God is filling the void that the food once filled...sweet answer to prayer.
Please pay for this appt.
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This is so cool
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